A subsequent Double

I sometimes tend to talk to myself. But, I've started to contradict myself at the same time.

We've all been in situations where we've talked to ourselves. Of course, there's no way to not admit it. We've sat down, and said our thoughts out loud. What relevance does this make at all? Plenty of them.

A chain of events occur, and your thoughts are running rampant, worried about school then the events that had occured. You become scatter brained and you just thinking in your head doesn't work. You begin to speak your thoughts to relieve that pressure within your mind. Is it you speaking? Or is it your mind?

Have you been alone in your house one day, talking to yourself with the frustration and annoyance of the 'chain of events', then after explaining it to yourself, you all of a sudden stop, then argue against it? It's your other personality of you, your other you that really isn't you. It's the side of you that doesn't exist in reality, but dwells as the 'negative' or 'opposite' of what you really are.

For those who never have had that happen to them, your alter-other exists, but only hiding within the deep dark parts of your mind. Where your own thoughts do not wish to go, as there is nothing they believe is tangible to grasp and locate. It'll slowly begin to creep out to the surface, and your thoughts and actions start to be questioned, thought out. Everything you've always done will begin to change slowly as seen fit to the double, and the double then adapts to what you changed and creates a new opposite for its own self.

Let it happen. Sometimes it's good to have a second thought.